Alright so today has just been fucked since the moment I opened my eyes. I closed them right back up, rolled over, and went back to sleep for a couple hours. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me today. Well okay no thats a total lie. I may not know Specifically what [...]
claustrophobia.
youre suffocating me…
prayers.
what the hell is going on??? my heart goes out to japan, and everyone else involved in this horrific event… im hearing so many different stories… ive got relatives in hawaii, cali, and obviously here in washington. hawaii i just heard had a tsunami warning, but now they were just hit with a 4.6 earthquake, [...]
… everything is perfect. … you make everything perfect. … you are perfect. … why do you have to take one brick out of the wall, and then expect the others to not be effected. … why have you done this. … it seems so trivial. but then… it seems like everything. … why.
all i can think about lately is how much pain you caused me. i dont know why either. but i feel like youre slowly tearing open my wounds and letting salt trickle inside.
I love how you are such a leader in our relationship. I have to agree with what I have heard in the past about the man being able to lead his partner to what is right, and good, and with strengthen not only our relationship but myself as well. And you and I have such [...]
Phantom Pains
Alright, do you have some sort of sensor that goes off whenever things are amazingly good in my life? I think I have asked this question before… How am I supposed to live in the present and work for the future when my past keeps coming back. Maybe some people can be friends with their [...]
